tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-219368652011-04-21T20:29:23.747-07:00Sinukuannoreply@blogger.comBlogger161100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1142995437856847682006-03-21T18:42:00.000-08:002006-03-21T18:43:57.876-08:00Hello, guys. I've moved out - again. Here's my new <span style="font-size:130%;"><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://hotelscars.blogspot.com">place</a></span>.<div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114299543785684768?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1142333573610910422006-03-14T01:36:00.000-08:002006-03-18T17:42:44.483-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"> <div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/stellar28/new/brokeback_mountain.jpg" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket" border="0" /></a> </div><div style="text-align: center;">I just love this poster! [sana makadekwat ako ng isa sa mga pader sa diliman] A picture indeed paints a thousand words. <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v337/stellar28/new/103652__brokeback_l.jpg" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket" border="0" /></a> Don't you just want to kiss 'em? [ampf! fahfah Jake!!!] </div> I've watched <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Brokeback Mountain</span> earlier this morning [mga 9 am] so I could say that it was one of my first thoughts this day. We watched it in our film genre class after watching one of [the famous] <span style="font-weight: bold;">Wongkar Wai</span> films - <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">The Hand</span>.</span> I've actually been dying to watch it especially when I heard that it wasn't supposed to be shown here in the Philippines [hehehe. Lalong naging kontrobersyal]. Besides it's undeniable <span style="font-style: italic;">uber</span>-flowing publicity, what urged me more to watch this film is the mere thought that it's a Western film and at the same time a love story of two male homosexuals. I mean, considering that it's a Western, it is needless to say that it is assumed to be having those icons usually found in Western films - aside from the horses and the vast landscapes of course. Western films usually talk about the conservative characteristics of an <span style="font-style: italic;">ideal</span> American hero - he should save the <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Wild Wild West</span> from the <span style="font-style: italic;">deadly</span> influence of modernization, he is above most men which makes him a demi-god as well, he shouldn't settle down because his main purpose in life is just <span style="font-style: italic;">that</span> - to <span style="font-style: italic;">defend</span> the West. Of course, above anything else, this American hero is a male - a male heterosexual to be specific. This is the mere reason why <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Brokeback Mountain</span> became such a sensation. It's not just because it's about homosexuals but mostly because it's about the American culture. It's like redefining the culture itself, adding some new twists and spices to it - adding another<span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">truth</span> to it. But most of all, it's actually <span style="font-weight: bold;">questioning the myth</span> behind the American culture and life that makes it so controversial. Well, I basically like the film [so much]. I admire the musical score, the cinematography, the screenplay, the directing and the acting and the actors of course [!!!]. I so so love <span style="font-weight: bold;">Jake</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Gyllenhaal</span> [He's so cute aside from the silly fact that he reminds me of <span style="font-weight: bold;">Woody</span> - as in Woody the toy in Toy Story. hehe. Won't you agree?]. I love the pacing of the film. There's just this mellow,<span style="font-style: italic;"> feminine-like</span>, emo touch to it. I think it has a lot to do with the music and the cinematography. I mean, although it depicts men as the main characters, still the way the story unfolds has this <span style="font-style: italic;">not-so-masculine</span> effect. The scenes are serene and deep and it seems like they are captured in a moment beyond eternity [nakaks!]. It is opposed to the usually masculine type of execution which is rugged, fast-paced and roller-coaster-like. I love all the characters, actually. I love the characters of <span style="font-weight: bold;">Jack Twist</span> [Jake Gyllenhaal] and <span style="font-weight: bold;">Ennis Del Mar</span> [I so so love this name. it sounds gorgeous and sexy. hehe] [Heath Ledger]. I love the characters of <span style="font-weight: bold;">Alma</span> [Michelle Williams] and <span style="font-weight: bold;">Lureen</span> [Anne Hathaway]. And speaking of Anne Hathaway, does she really play characters like <span style="font-style: italic;">this</span>? I mean, I didn't expect that she could go far from her Princess-Diaries-image by exposuring her breasts for 2 seconds [or is it three? hehe just kidding. I didn't count it of course]. I also love the place and to tell you honestly, I wasn't even convinced at first that the clouds there are really<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="font-style: italic;">real</span> clouds. I mean, they are just so...heavenly!!! M<span style="font-style: italic;">ay ganun pala kagandang langit at </span>clouds? ampff! hypnotizing!!! Going further, my favorite scenes there would first be the one where they first saw each other after 4 long years. Their acting there felt so sooo.. realistic! I felt the craving, the longing and the sexual tension. It is also my favorite because that's the scene where Alma knew that Ennis, her husband, is in fact gay. The scene is just so powerful and heartbreaking to the point that you no longer need words to explain what's going on. My second favorite would be the scene where Jack and Ennis are fighting in Brokeback Mountain. They are fighting over what they would do now to with their relationship [<span style="font-style: italic;">"Now, all we have is this Brokeback Mountain!"</span>]. I felt the <span style="font-style: italic;">emo-ness</span> of the scene. <span style="font-weight: bold;">I felt them</span>. I just knew how important their relationship - and each other - is to them when Ennis broke down and cried. Then last but not the least, I love the scene where Ennis went down on his knees and cried after he and Jack went on their separate ways right after they went back from Brokeback Mountain [There's just something about the way he cries. hmm...I could melt...maybe it's the way he speaks when he cries and when he doesn't. <span style="font-style: italic;">Wala kasing pagbabago!!! hehe. Kinakain nya yung salita niya, wala tuloy akong maintindihan. Buti na lang magaling siyang umarte. Ay! ay! ay! ngayon inookray ko na siya</span>. Stop it <span style="font-style: italic;">na</span>.]. That particular scene just broke my heart [again]. I could feel the passion and the hopelessness, the regret and the confusion that he felt [all at the same time]. Finally, talking about the ending, I think it's [obviously] tragic butrealistic at the same time. Not because I only measure the realism of a film [or any story, love story to be specific] based on it's tragic ending. It's just that the ending feels tragic and happy, open-ended and not at the same time. Although it didn't end the way they wanted it to, although they aren't able to be with each other for their entire lives, still their love for each other survived the inevitable ruling power of time. They still loved [and they will always love] each other and the power of their love doesn't need present time, space and togetherness for it to last. Most of all, the ending feels like it is the only suitable, possible happy ending for them regarding the kind of society and reality they are living in. The film is such a success because of all the factors that contributed to it: cinematography, sound, directing, screenplay... blah blah. But I think, the film would not have the same success if it wasn't for the two leading actors. I mean, it's just so entertaining to watch and as a viewer, it would be a lot easier for you to symphatize with them because both of them are really damn goodlooking [!!!] [Not that I mean any prejudice to the <span style="font-style: italic;">not-so-goodlooking</span> people]. Honestly, I am not shocked anymore to watch films like <span style="font-style: italic;">this</span> [except maybe the porn types]. I already have watched a few homosexual love stories before and I also fell in love with them the way I fell in love with the films depicting the heterosexuals. Actually, I must say that films like <span style="font-style: italic;">this </span>should be handled very carefully, for if not, the [of course conservative] public viewers would still not be able to really understand the <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">truth</span> behind things like <span style="font-style: italic;">this</span> - things like homosexual relationships. The media is very powerful in shaping the minds of the people that's why it is only important to entrust these kinds of issues to the <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">right and capable hands</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">. </span> One more thing before I end this lengthy [but hopefully not boring] entry, I just hope that people will grasp the message of films like this after they've watched it. I just hope that they don't just consider it as a plain, flat piece of entertainment - seeing two gorgeous guys making out and all that stuffs -but instead something to ponder on. Also, I hope that the mainstream film industry would not just give importance [and interest] to the male-homosexual-kind-of-life but also to the female homosexuals as well. It's because I think that although we have come a long way in discussing, understanding and accepting things like this about sexuality, still it is mostly the male homosexual who is being given the spotlight. I think the lesbian community [and the female community in general] is still being ignored. The patriarchy still rules even in times of what we call <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">sexual liberation</span>. Anyway, two thumbs [gusto mo kasama pa toes eh] for this film. No wonder why it won so many awards. But still, I think <span style="font-weight: bold;">Crash </span>won as Best Picture because of the social relevance of its content [though I'm not saying that the content of Brokeback is not socially relevant] and maybe, they're still conservative after all. Maybe they're still not willing to give such a prestigious award to a film depicting homosexuality. . . .Well, maybe <span style="font-style: italic;">lang naman</span>. . . </div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114233357361091042?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1142067419952816472006-03-11T00:44:00.000-08:002006-03-11T17:13:48.630-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">torn expectations</span></span> I am not really cynical but I think I am slowly starting to become one. I just realized that most people do not really deserve to be treated nicely. Most people do not deserve that straight-from-the-bottom-of-my-heart kind treatment. They just do not. Perhaps this is the reason why I often feel messed up, used or anything of that sort. I usually trust people - all people - easily. I've always believed in the good nature of humans. But not anymore. I think I've already had enough of that <span style="font-style: italic;">Ms. Nice</span> type of person. I guess, I've always been so nice [too nice] to people regardless of my relationship with them. I've been so kind to them without even thinking if they deserve such kindness. I'm not saying though that I am <span style="font-style: italic;">Ms. Perfect, Ms. Down To Earth or Ms. Mother Theresa-like.</span> It's just that I hope people would have this <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">interpersonal wisdom</span> in them. You know, knowing how to treat other human beings <span style="font-style: italic;">the right way </span>[I mean based on the already affirmed <span style="font-style: italic;">rules</span> of our society]. I just realized that really <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">most </span>people are just rude, selfish and greedy. They will just piss you off, spoil you and use you. <span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">a good push</span></span> Like what I told my friend <a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.underneathmyveins.blogspot.com/">Bambina</a>, I am <span style="font-style: italic;">recreating</span> my life now. I am cleaning up the mess [favorite word?]. I am starting to <span style="font-style: italic;">refreshen </span>the relationships that I've had left aging in the old treasure box of wonders. I'm starting to communicate again to my friends - of every kind [How helpful Frienster could really be in times like this]. The happy part is that some of them are actually responding to my messages. However, no matter how much effort I make, some of them just do not even bother to say hello or hi to me [Of course I know. I saw that they've logged on within 24 hours! =b]. Well, I can't possibly blame them since some of them haven't actually been <span style="font-style: italic;">that</span> close to me. I'm just hoping that maybe, we could start again and this time maybe we could deepen our friendship. I have a feeling that it's really during times like this that you will be able to know who your real friends are. Anyway, as far as I'm concern I'm feeling good about what I have done. It's really never too late to learn and realize things. I just hope that my communication with them would go on . . . forever [cheesy? well, sige medyo] and ever and ever. <span style="font-weight: bold;">mama</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">... </span>is just the <span style="font-weight: bold;">best</span>!!! I so so sooooo love her! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114206741995281647?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1141220439630936262006-03-01T04:51:00.000-08:002006-03-01T09:04:04.176-08:00<p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> In the middle of one of the most important events of my life, someone so dear to me is leaving. He is leaving tomorrow at 5 am. Before the dark sky gives way to the light. Before the sun takes me to a new dimension. This is the reason why I am playing <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">The Bitch</span> again. I'm consistently ignoring and annoying him just to hide what I really feel. I know I couldn't do anything to make him stay and I'm not planning to make him stay either. That would be <span style="font-weight: bold;">stupid</span>. Although I know that he's coming back again after a year or two [hey, he's been doing this for more than ten years already], I still cannot get used to the emotions every time he leaves. Actually, <span style="font-weight: bold;">it's the though</span>t <span style="font-weight: bold;">that</span> I have to get used to the pain of watching him come and go that hurts more. <span style="font-weight: bold;">It's the fac</span>t <span style="font-weight: bold;">that</span> I have to go on like this for as long as I have to that swells great. <span style="font-weight: bold;">It's the thought</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">that</span> these things are so beyond my control that breaks my heart even more. </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> I've always been thrilled by the idea of change. But deep inside this ambivalence also kills me. The truth is, if I can fight the same change that thrills me tooth and nail, I will. And the same thrill that the change brought about by parting ways causes me the same heartaches and nightmares. </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> I guess I’ve just been so traumatized living a life of desertion. When I was a kid, I remember my mom leaving me during Mondays in my grandma’s house. She would leave me there and fetch me up again when Friday comes. We had to go on living with that kind of routine because of the financial circumstances that we were in. My parents didn’t have enough money then to send me to school everyday and since my school was just a few steps away from my grandma’s house, they had no better option but to let me live there for 5 days. I could still see myself crying every time my mom would leave me there at the gate of my grandma’s house. The scene had always been like that. I would hug my mom and cry my heart and brains out until my eyes swell. The same thing goes every Friday when she comes to fetch me up again. I would cry as well, but this time it’s because I don’t want to leave my grandma’s house anymore. I become so used with my aunts, cousin and grandma that even the thought of me leaving them drives me f****** sad. I always missed my mom during Mondays and missed my aunts, cousin and grandma during Fridays. I tell you, the feeling was really hell. Absolutely torturing. I had to cope up with that kind of set-up for years. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">On the other hand, during Christmas Eve, when my parents, sibs and I would spend the occasion at my grandma’s house, I would never dare to sleep. I wouldn’t even try to close my eyes although I was already so tired and sleepy because I was afraid that they might leave me there and never come back. I had always been afraid of being left behind. I always had this feeling that anytime they could just leave me there without buts and whys. </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> I couldn't also forget those times when those other people that I've loved left me; my former bestfriend/s [all of my bestfriends left me], my could-have-been- Mr. Right, that bunch of lovable angels, my ex-living diary and all those people that I've loved so dearly. Most of them didn't actually have any idea on how I treasured them. I bet, they probably wouldn't even imagine the damage they had caused me, that is, if ever they realized that they caused me any damage. </p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">But of course I do not blame them. I do not blame my parents. I never blamed them because looking back, it’s really clear that what they did was actually the only good option that they had. I know they also didn’t want things to turn out that way but they had no other choice. It must be equally [or more] painful to them especially my mom. Neither do I blame those other people that I've mentioned. Perhaps, we just had to move apart in order for us to grow. </span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">But now every time I face moments like this, every time I’m in the verge of being left behind, I cannot help but to entertain these kinds of thoughts. I’ve always wanted the people I love to stay with me and no matter how silly it may become at times, I always try hard [I really do] to make them stay. I’m not afraid of being alone. I don’t feel sad in my solitude. What I am afraid is that people will leave me even though it’s obvious that I did everything to make them stay; even though it's obvious that they cannot even give me just one good reason for them to leave. <span style="font-weight: bold;">I've always believed in the idea that everything is possible - even forever.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">I always had this notion that I could embrace time and define it in my own words. I always had faith that I can hold on to anything for as long as I want to; as long as the essence and the feelings are there. I always thought that I could make all of my relationships last...</span> </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">But I don't know. I just don't know. I can't help but to feel this way. Sometimes I wonder why things have to turn out so painful or why do I have to be this <span style="font-style: italic;">feeling</span>. Perhaps, if I am not this sentimental and emotional, perhaps I would not be bleeding like this. Perhaps, I wouldn't have to deal with this feeling of torture over and over again. </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> I'm afraid this is going to be a long and stressful night. </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >anyway</span> </p> <p face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Mary Jane</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Leni</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Maan</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Sean</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Albert</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Emma</span> and <span style="font-weight: bold;">Steen</span> [the characters in my screenplay] would be sleeping with me tonight. I've actually been burning their stories in my head lately and I am starting to see them pop out from the page. I can hear them. I can feel them. They even travel with me on my way to school everyday. </p> <p face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal">I could even imagine the last sequence where <span style="font-weight: bold;">Mary Jane's</span> eyes reflect the fires of hell while her tears fall down effortlessly. It may sound weird I know, but it actually made me cry. As in crrryyyy. <span style="font-style: italic;">Real</span> tears. </p> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> Oh, how I loooove writing. =) </p> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">final segway </span></span></p> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><font>T</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font>his guy downstairs [age: 40 something] really sings well. Damn, <span style="font-weight: bold;">his voice</span> is so hothothot! I haven't actually heard someone sing<span style="font-weight: bold;"> this good</span>. Well <span style="font-style: italic;">wala lang</span>, thank you <span style="font-style: italic;">naman sa kanya</span> for making my night a little worth remembering despite all these painful thoughts. 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class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114122043963093626?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1141024132298057512006-02-26T23:06:00.000-08:002006-02-26T23:25:42.933-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" face="verdana" style="text-align: justify; font-weight: bold;"><o:p></o:p><span style="font-size:130%;">eeeky feeling. </span></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;">This is a no-classes-day again. Must be because the rats are running around the mansion these past few days. Perhaps they wanted more time to roam round, goofing and doing their nasty-dirty stuffs altogether. </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;">I know I’m supposed to be doing <i style="">something</i> now. Something worthwhile. Something evocative. I’m supposed to be <i style="">somewhere</i> now. But since things have been clenching my throat as well as my brain cells for some time, I think I’ll be heading towards that forgotten carnival instead. I’m sticking my head into that rollercoaster ride. And puke. </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;">How I hate rats. </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;"> </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; font-weight: bold; font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:130%;">because the blank page threatens me. </span></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;">I feel totally numb. Creatively. I think I’ve already lost all my reserved powers in conceptualizing ideas. My [first ever] film production in Film 112 almost killed me. I didn’t know that <span style="font-style: italic;">making</span> a music video would be that hard [I mean, making the storyboard ek-ek]. I nearly had a breakdown and a heart attack. Deadly duo. Now I’m afraid that my full length screenplay is doing the same thing to me<i style="">. Or is it me who is doing the same thing to my self?</i> Shhhieeet. You see, this is really tough for me. I so badly want to accomplish things in the best way that I can but I'm afraid that due to the lack of time, I may not be able to do that. I’ve only got less than a month to finish everything including all my requirements in my other classes – and I’m totally, totally dead. </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;"> </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: verdana; text-align: justify;"><o:p> </o:p></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" > Btw, I’ll be shooting for my music video on Saturday night [super kabado ako]. So please hope that everything turns out the way I planned them to. =)</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span> <span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:12;" ></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114102413229805751?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1140786878703701122006-02-24T05:12:00.000-08:002006-02-25T01:01:15.430-08:00<p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""> </b></span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><b style="">I don’t know.</b></span><span style="font-size:100%;"> I really don’t know why I am writing this entry in the first place. This month’s as busy as hell and obviously <b style="">I have no right</b> to waste my time doing insignificant things such as <b style=""><i style="">this</i></b>. But anyway since I've already begun writing this stuff, I think I better let my mind wander around for a while. Besides, I need some sort of refreshing to do if I want to survive my strenuous schedule. So <span style="font-style: italic;">sige, hala</span> let me give myself a permission to dream of the things that I so badly want to do/learn right now. tentenenentenen. . .</span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> <span style="font-size:100%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style="">1.<span style=""> </span></span></b><b style="">Learn the language of hands</b></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">. I’ve actually been reading some books about the deaf/mute community/life lately and I must say that as I learn more about them I become more and more interested. I am even planning to have a mute character as the protagonist for my final full length script in my screenplay writing class.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"> <span style="font-size:100%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style="">2.<span style=""> </span></span></b><b style="">Learn pottery. </b></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">No. It’s not because I am inspired by the movie, <b style=""><i style="">Ghost </i></b>whatsoever. I’ve just really been dying to gain knowledge of this craft. Perhaps it’s because I’ve lately been obsessed in learning how to use my hands in other artistic ways besides drawing, writing and hairstyling [no, I’m just kidding. I can’t even fix my own hair!] =). Also, I have this sense of urgency in me to use my sense of touch in creating beauty. [Arousing the possible god in me? Tyenen!]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"> <span style="font-size:100%;"><span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style="">3.<span style=""> </span></span></b><b style="">Eat lots and lots of shawarma. </b></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">Now please take me back to <st1:place st="on"><st1:city st="on">Abu Dhabi</st1:city></st1:place>!!! </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"> <span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><span style="">4.<span style=""> </span></span></b><b style="">Paint the clouds. </b></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">My fascination in clouds actually started last sem. Thanks to my black and white photography class because if not for it I don’t think I’ll ever be able to really appreciate its beauty and magic. For the reason that taking a photo of the sky is one of the requirements given by our mentor and because of it I realized how hard it is to take a real good picture of the sky most especially at daytime. It takes a lot of patience, perseverance, passion and <b style="">luck</b> to spot the perfect time when the clouds are looking their best. And I must admit I really had a hard time chasing the clouds for just one shot. It’s either they are in <i style="">bad shape</i>, it’s too dim or the sun’s too bright. Eyeing for the cirrus clouds is also one of the most difficult things there is [and malas ko nga eh kase yun pa naman yung favorite ko]. So now, I’m still and even so much more in love with them. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><i style=""><span style="">5.<span style=""> </span></span></i></b><b style="">Have a movie marathon of suspense, slasher, horror, sci-fi – then romantic comedy films. </b>Well,<span style="font-style: italic;"> wala lang. Gusto ko lang tumili ng tumili. </span>=b <span style="font-style: italic;">hehe. </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 39.75pt; text-indent: -21.75pt; text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"> <span style="font-size:100%;"><i style=""><o:p></o:p></i></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i style=""><o:p> </o:p></i></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;">How about you? What are you dying to do/learn right now? How about the idea of us escaping together? Sa <st1:city st="on"><st1:place st="on">Abu Dhabi</st1:place></st1:city>? Shawarma? <st1:place st="on">Tara</st1:place>? </span></p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >"mas msa</span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">rap kau mahalin kysa </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">jowa!" </span></span></p> <p face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal">A dear high school [and hopefully forever] friend posted that in the always-flooded Friendster Bulletin Board just this afternoon. He was actually referring to us - the whole gang. <span style="font-style: italic;">La lang.</span> So far this is just one of the sweetest things that I've heard someone told his/her friend/s. =) <span style="font-style: italic;">Na-miss ko tuloy siyang bigla</span>. I wanna fly to yupielbi <span style="font-style: italic;">na</span> and squeeze him tight! And I missed my <span style="font-weight: bold;">WHEEW</span> friends, too. aaaahhh...times like this... </p> <p face="verdana" style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p face="verdana" style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">I have an urge to be mushy</span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">. . . is it because I'm uber in love? Or because my life is filled with so much love? [pareho lang yun eh]</span><span style="font-family:verdana;"> hmmm... I think so.</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">Lucky me.=) </span> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p face="verdana" style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114078687870370112?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1140524344540949202006-02-21T04:02:00.000-08:002006-02-21T04:38:36.310-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"> I liiiiiiiiiiiiike you.</span></span> <div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Okay</span></span>. So I guess I really freaked out. But thank God you didn't hear me utter a word for if you did I don't think I'll ever find enough courage to save my face. Enough of that r<span style="font-style: italic;">omatic-comedy-ang-tinitilian-ko-eh </span>thing okay? And don't ever call me <span style="font-style: italic;">hotbabe</span> again. Don't you ever look straight into my eyes. And don't you let your elbows touch mine. Ever. I don't want you to go making yourself look cute when I'm around. I don't want to hear you singing any song either. I don't need your sweet compliments and I don't want your genuine smile. I don't like the way you are making me feel. I don't have any plans of falling further. Of burying my self deeper. I'm already contented and safe just being <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >here</span>. Don't make me do it. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114052434454094920?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1140422244622538262006-02-19T23:53:00.000-08:002006-02-20T02:21:29.030-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Sa MRT</span>.</span> Siksikan. May sumakay na babae, mga nasa 50 na. Medyo mukhang pag-bagets. Mga nasa 5'6 ang taas. Medyo petite. Morena. Makapal ang eyeliner. Nakasuot ng pulang-pulang sleeveless at medyo blonde ang maikli niyang buhok. Tinanong yung buntis na nakaupo. Mga nasa 30 pataas and edad. Naka-bestida kaya lalong nagmukhang mataba. Morena. Nakapusod ang itim na itim na buhok. Singkit at nakasimangot. [Kitang-kita ko sila dahil nasa harapan nila ako. Nakatayo.] <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Babae: </span>Pwede pa ba ko diyan?</span> [sabay siksik ng pwet niya kahit na halatang-halata naman na hindi na siya kasya] Mga ilang minuto pa ang lumipas. Buntis nagrereklamo. Panay ang punas sa pawis niya sa noo. Nasisikipan daw siya. <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">B</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">abae: </span>Eh pare-pareho lang naman tayong nahihirapan. </span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Buntis: </span>Eh kung ganun ho, eh tatayo na lang ako. </span> Tumayo nga ang buntis. Pinilit isiksik ang sarili niya sa mga katawang halos magkayakapan na. Pinagtinginan ang babaeng ngayon eh tinalo pa ang donya sa pagkakakomportable ng upo niya. Maya-maya pa may kausap na sa cellphone ang buntis. <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Buntis: </span>... andito nga ko sa MRT eh<span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >nakatayo</span>...<span style="font-weight: bold;"> <span style="font-size:130%;">oo nakatayo</span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">.</span>..eh alangan namang maglupasay ako...</span> ...at patuloy sa pag-ikot ang planetang earth. <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">by the way</span> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">. . . I've finally updated my <span style="font-size:130%;"><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://talusira.blogspot.com">talusira </a></span>, <span style="font-size:130%;"><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://le-stripped.blogspot.com">le-stripped</a><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span></span>and <span style="font-size:130%;"><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://mushroommy.blogspot.com">mushroommy</a></span>. Hehe. <span style="font-style: italic;">La lang.</span> Just check 'em out if you have time. =) Actually, ngarag-an days ko ngayon eh pero heto ko, pablog-blog pa ren. Adikkk! </span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114042224462253826?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1140238866649440852006-02-17T20:15:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:17:23.623-08:00<span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" > </span> <div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >[she drives me nuts!]</span> You see, I have this female friend, well, a co-film student. We're not really that close - actually we're not even close based on my definition of <span style="font-style: italic;">closeness</span> [yung tipong you raelly know each other, as in to the point that you can anticipate how each other would think and behave in given situations]. But since we're acquaintances - that is, we both belong in the same college, lurk around in the same places, study and talk about particularly the same things, hang out with almost the same people - I got used to greeting her - the usual hi - hello thing - whenever I see her around - reading a book in one corner - or of course whenever I bump into her on the way. I must say that I am usually the one who initiates the action, as in I really greet her - <span style="font-style: italic;">automatically</span> - whenever I see her even when she's not really aware of my presence or even when it's obvious that she's doing something else. It's funny 'cause I really do everything that I can to get her attention. It seems as though it has already been an <span style="font-style: italic;">obligation</span> for me to greet her <span style="font-style: italic;">no matter what</span>. Also, during those instances, she usually just greet me back in a sort of <span style="font-style: italic;">pilit</span> manner - just for the sake of reciprocating my politeness and friendliness to her. However, things have gotten a bit strange and funny these past few days. Just the other day while I was really engrossed in a conversation with a friend, she suddenly popped out in front of me - waving her hands exaggerately just to catch my attention - and she even called my name [I mean, before she wouldn't even utter a word to me. All she could do was to smile back - in a <span style="font-style: italic;">pilit</span> way.] I just thought that it was a really strange thing for her to do because all along I thought that she just greet me back because she thinks she's <span style="font-style: italic;">supposed to</span>. Another instance happened just yesterday. I was about to step out of the door and leave our college building when I heard someone yelling my name. And when I turned around to see who it was and what was the reason why I was being called - <span style="font-weight: bold;">I saw her</span>. Then the weird thing was that I turned around and faced her just to hear her say <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Wala lang"</span>.</span> That's it. <span style="font-style: italic;">Wala lang</span>. She just wanted to let me know that she's there, that she saw me and that she's acknowledging my presence. Well, as a response, I just talked to her for a few seconds. I told her how weird my Korean class had been for that afternoon and all sorts of those non-sense stuffs. I just felt like I <span style="font-style: italic;">needed</span> to say something to her just to remove the awkwardness I felt for the situation. And now, the reason why I'm blogging this whole thing out? I must say that it's because I still feel a lot pretty weird. You see, I'm still puzzled and disturbed [yeah, those are the right words to describe how I feel]. What the f*** was that? What the f*** is happening? What the f*** is going on with her? With me? You could say that I'm just overreacting and that I shouldn't give a s*** to these things [well, maybe I am]. But, hey! I just cannot help it! People like her keep driving me nuts! Is it just because she suddenly realized how <span style="font-style: italic;">raw</span> and unfriendly she was to me? Or is it because she realized my value as a person - as a friend? Or is it because she realized that she needs something from me and her being nice to me is just a part of her <span style="font-style: italic;">propaganda?</span> Is she sincere? How could I tell? <span style="font-weight: bold;">How are we supposed to know if a person's sincere to us? </span> <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >[the unexpected friend.]</span> A former high school acquaintance came last night - at my sib's 17th birthday celebration. She's actually his friend [malamang], one of his closest classmates. I know her since we both used to lurk around in the same limited-four-cornered-space of our high school Alma Mater. Besides, she was one of my subordinates when I was still a CAT officer and also an orgmate in this religious org in school. We've never been really <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">that close. </span>But she's sort of sweet and nice to me and we used to text each other - and do that kind of stuffs - before so I can say that we pretty had some kind of friendship between us. So, times had already passed. We haven't talked to each other for a long time although we only used to talk about<span style="font-style: italic;"> some things </span>before which aren't really personal. All this time I thought that maybe she's just one of those people that I was meant to bump into then that's it. No further connections, no possible deeper relationships. But then my notion changed last night. The night when we met again. When my sib's visitors arrived, everything went on pretty <span style="font-style: italic;">normal</span>. Some of those who know me [those who spent some time with me before] just said their shiest hi's. I was actually barely paying attention to them. They know me and I know them That's it. We're not really close , anyway so why bother to give them a grand welcome. But then, this person popped out of my sight. Out of all those who passed by, she's the only one who showed how excited she was to see me again. It's really funny 'cause I wasn't expecting that kind of approach from her. <span style="font-weight: bold;">I wasn't expecting anything from her.</span> I didn't expect that she would be<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"> that glad</span> to see me again. And so I responded by talking to her and by expressing how glad I also was to see her again. Of course, I wasn't just pretending to be nice and happy 'cause I really felt the way she did. I was just so glad that she came. And so we talked for a few minutes. She asked me about my life; some school and love life stuffs. She asked if I'm doing good. <span style="font-style: italic;">Kamusta na raw ba ko. Bakit daw ang payat ko na [lalo] - </span>and all those sorts of thing. I felt really weird because I wasn't expecting that. Have we become <span style="font-style: italic;">that close</span>? I didn't know my worth to her as a friend. I absolutely had no idea whatsoever. It's just amazing how these things happen - how powerful events could be in putting the most unexpected things right into our faces. It's also much more amazing when we discover our worth to somebody or a person's worth to us in the least expected situations. We'll never really know when we'll have - or when we actually had - a new friend again. =) </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-114023886664944085?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139917947535773082006-02-14T03:10:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:16:45.100-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> Funny how the Valentine's season makes people silly [in thoughts and in actions]. <span style="font-style: italic;"></span> Love songs on television shows [and yeah, on tv shows], maroon [hindi red eh noh] roses, people wearing pink and/or red shirts [na ang totoo eh automatic lang nating inaassume na nakikibagay sila sa valentine's spirit pero ang totoo eh kahit naman kelan nagsusuot na sila ng pink or red], classmates bugging you out asking if you've got a date or who's your date, parents trying to <span style="font-style: italic;">trap </span>you into admitting that you have a boy/girlfriend and that for sure you'll be going on a date followed by questions [and advices] on where will you go and what activities can the do of you possibly do, single friends keep on saying how single people shouldn't feel sad or frustrated during valentine's day which of course wouldn't be complete without them reciting their own litany of theories and beliefs in love and life and all those other <span style="font-style: italic;">cute but silly</span> things. I can't even remember how many times I reminded my self to stop singing <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"Oh, baby you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy, and my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside , hey deep down inside </span><span style="font-style: italic;">[o ayan na naman ako]</span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">.</span> I blame it on <span style="font-weight: bold;">Unang Hirit</span>. They kept on playing it over and over again [and that instrumental part!!! oh! hmpf!] and even though I wan't really watching [dahil tayuan na sa bus at maraming likod na nakaharang sa view ko] unfortunately my subconscious still absorbed it <span style="font-style: italic;">pretty well</span>. But of course I'm not bitter [or anything<span style="font-style: italic;"> of that kind]. </span>These smallest of things just make me feel... well, pretty funny and silly, too [I really feel weird I have to blog it out]. I even felt a lot weirder because this Valentine's day is I think the strangest - and most <span style="font-style: italic;">revisionist</span> - of all the valentine's day that I've ever <span style="font-style: italic;">been into. </span>Frst, it's because I started my day watching a horror film entitled <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">Shadow of the Vampire </span>which was a required film viewing for my film genre class today [so napuno ako ng horror spirit instead]. Second, I spent my freaking afternoon not in some place cheesy or [sige na nga] at least in some place comfy but in a library [bow]. As in in UP Diliman's huge main - <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">u</span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">n</span>airconditioned - library [ang arte eh noh?!]. Third, at this moment, our house is pretty much drowning in the music of <span style="font-weight: bold;">Nirvana</span> [as in our favorite <span style="font-style: italic;">Smells Like Teenage Spirit</span>] and all those hard rock - <span style="font-style: italic;">unsentimental</span> - songs.<span style="font-style: italic;"> La lang. Nakakatawa - at nakakatuwa - lang.</span> Anyway to make this silly entry short let me just give you my sincerest wishes [tentenenentenen], lots of<span style="font-weight: bold;"> love</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">peace</span> and <span style="font-weight: bold;">happiness</span> to all of us! =) [syempre kasali ako!] </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113991794753577308?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139707309639859782006-02-11T17:00:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:16:23.253-08:00<span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" > </span> <div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> Cool seven o'clocks, watching the rays of the sun peep inside my room as I </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> listen to the hit songs of the 80's. My heart sways and thomps at the idea of a new day. Solitary lunches in the cafeteria. Non-stop chewing and talking sounds. Feels like music to my ears. The smell of my favorite dishes engulfs the atmosphere. Surely, one of the best moments of my day. Private moments with my equally-busy-friends in one corner, just before all of us hurry again to our own busy lives. A few worthwhile hours with my self and with some of my favorite friends - the books - in the freezing library. A few hours to excercise those brain cells and those vocal chords as I listen to and share my thoughts with my interesting classmates and teachers. A few meters of walking around the campus, towards the MRT station, past the impatient people in queue. Bright lights in the highway, cars carressing the face of the crowded roads, busy feet, hungry tummies, aching backs: a day full of new lessons and meaningful experiences. Feeling finally safe and happy just being home again. Dinners with parents and sibs are always one of the best things in life. Lazy after-dinners lying on the floor with my parents and little brother doing nothing but hug each other; whispering, giggling and making the most out of every second. Those silent minutes as I crawl into my bed before I say my goodnight prayers are just amazing.<font> The feeling of the wind on my tired face reminds me to have faith on the things that I don't see; on the blessings that are sometimes hard for me to notice and appreciate. I couldn't keep my mind off the magic of the night sky as I peep out of my windows one last time. </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font> <span style="font-weight: bold;">No, I don't really want to live forever. I only want to freeze every moment of my life. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113970730963985978?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139452045210219422006-02-08T17:44:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:15:49.810-08:00<span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" > </span> <div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> Last Monday, we had a workshop in our screenplay writing class about this essay that we have written. It's actually for the purpose of knowing how to describe our chracters accurately. But, mind you, it's not the typical describe-your-favorite-person kind of thing but instead, it's about describing your </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">hatest person </span>including [of course] the reasons why you hate him/her. It's really exciting you know. There are these classmates of mine who would go apologizing for writing such mean things about their hatest persons. They would go,<span style="font-weight: bold;">"</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">No I don't really hate him/her"</span> </span>or<span style="font-style: italic;"> "<span style="font-weight: bold;">I'm sorry for being mean, I just had fun writing this.</span>" </span>Secretly, it really made me laugh hearing them go over being so apologetic for their being <span style="font-style: italic;">mean. </span>No wonder why most of them were shocked after hearing what I have written [bwahaha]. It was actually a sort of dramedy wherein I mixed the elements of comedy and drama at the same time [for those of you who have no idea what dramedy is]. I'm not saying who my hatest person is, but I must admit that what I have written about him [oo, lalake siya] was really mean [to quote one of my classmates: <span style="font-style: italic;">"that's what you call mean"</span>]. However, [hindi sa pagdidisclaim] I didn't intentionally make it that mean just for the sake of cursing the person, but instead I did the entire writing exercise for the sake of the exercise itself. Since it's about describing your hatest person accurately, then most probably the main purpose of it is to make your readers hate that person as well. The accuracy of description will be measured upon its ability to convince the readers that indeed this person is <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">worth hating for. </span>But interestingly, after doing the workshop - after hearing my classmates' works as well -I only didn't get the techniques in describing characters but I also figured out some things about the reason <span style="font-weight: bold;">why we hate. </span>Basically, our works reflect that the reason why we hate these people that we hate is because we loved/liked them - or we wanted/we tried to love/like them - in the first place. But because of the <span style="font-style: italic;">cruel </span>things that they did to us, we had no choice but to hate them in the end. <span style="font-weight: bold;">We don't really hate these people just because they're </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">hate-able </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">but because we are only so disappointed for loving them when they're in fact not even worthy of it. </span> The same thing with the person I hate, I realized that I do not really hate him. How could I hate him when I am supposed to be loving him? [uuyyy medyo nagkakaroon na ng clue kung sino] I just realized that the reason why I hate [I'm not even sure if <span style="font-style: italic;">hate </span>is the right term for it.] him is because I so wanted to love him in the first place. I wanted to like him. I really did and even up to now I still have this feeling of wanting to like him <span style="font-style: italic;">sana. </span>But because of the things that he does, I cannot love him - I can't even like him for the simplest reasons. Seems like he's actually the one who gives me the reason not to like him at all [although most probably he's not aware of it]. It sucks, right? But that's [I think] basically the main point: <span style="font-weight: bold;">We hate because we love. </span>I know it sounds absurd but what do we know? love and hate are both complicated and abtract stuffs. I think. all we can do is to interpret it based on what we experience; based on what we know. Perhaps, by contemplating about love-and-hate-stuffs we could discover more things about ourselves including our values and points of view in life. </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113945204521021942?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139448504617643892006-02-08T17:11:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:15:30.720-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> [This person is talking to me as we stroll the UPD campus]<span style="font-style: italic;"> "Hay nako si sr talaga bobo. Tanga-tanga. " </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;">[The same person is to talking to our companion]<span style="font-style: italic;"> "Hay nako nakakainis nga talaga siya kase and O.A, O.A niya noh... blahblahbalah"</span> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">[The same person is now talking to me] "<span style="font-style: italic;">O asan yung bag ko? puta ka iniwan mo?!" </span><font>[A friend is talking to another friend]</span></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" ><font><font><font><font><font> "Hey, you look nice today." </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font>[The person replies]</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" ><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font> "Uy, thank you. I really worked on it." </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font>[he <font>grins] [a classmate is addressing everybody in the class] "<span style="font-style: italic;">Uy, wag naman tayong ma-haggard guys! Cheer up!"</span> [I tell him] <span style="font-style: italic;">"Bakit hindi ka ba haggard?"</span> [he replies] <span style="font-style: italic;">"Haggard din pero..."</span> [I reply] <span style="font-style: italic;">"Nakakainis ka. Hindi halata!"</span> [He blushes] <span style="font-style: italic;">"Well, thank you. Hindi ba halata?" </span>[he grins] It breaks my heart to hear and see people underestimate the power of words T_T. I mean, it's either we make or beak someone's day, heart or confidence through whatever it is that comes out of our mouths. A lot of people - based on my observation - are not really aware if what they're saying is already causing damage to others. It just breaks my heart to see how these people badmouth others without even caring a bit of those people's feelings. But of course it's not just about badmouthing but it's also about being fair in whatever you say. I think we shouldn't let our emotions poison our minds, even our speech [most especially]. We shouldn't curse others criticize them just because<span style="font-style: italic;"> we don't like them. </span>The same thing with compliments, I know most of us Filipinos aren't really so used to the idea of complimenting others even for the littlest reason possible. But [based on my observation and personal experiences] what we actually don't see is that a simple [tiny as it may seem] sincere [I repeat: sincere] compliment could do wonders for others - even for ourselves. It could [as I said earlier] make a person's day great. It could cheer a lonely heart up. It could boost confidence. It could give hope. I just believe that if each of us could only be mature enough to speak responsibly, I think the entire world would be a much peaceful and harmonious place to live in. As what I have written in my journal a year ago - as a new year's resolution actually - <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">"Kung wala rin naman akong sasabihing maganda o makakatulong sa iba at sa lahat, mabuti pang wag na lang akong magsalita". </span> or if I'll just scar people's hearts non-stop... <span style="font-style: italic;">mabuti pa mapipi na lang ako.</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113944850461764389?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139300260742058462006-02-06T23:16:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:15:01.976-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> Of surpassing mediocrity and shallow dreams.</span> Sometimes, it saddens me to know how others just settle for less than what they can really do. I don't know if it's out of laziness or out the fear of success that they seem to be contented with mediocrity. Some people I know could've achieved more if they only pushed themselves further. If they only learned how to really persevere. How to really work hard. I know some of the people who know me may label me as a super OC [obsessive-compulsive] person. It may seem that [Hindi naman sa pagmamalaki, pagfi-feeling or what] I am this quote-unquote-well-endowed person who already has all the potential and the abilities that I can possibly need or ask for. Sometimes, it may look like I'm making my accomplishments out of magic or out of some innate capabilities from some god out there. But what these people don't know is that I am <span style="font-weight: bold;">10% talent</span> and<span style="font-weight: bold;"> 90% hardwork</span>. I really am. I know my strengths and weaknesses and the universe knows I am not <span style="font-style: italic;">that well-endowed person</span> who they may be referring to. Although I am very much aware of the gifts/talents that I have, it doesn't mean of course that these talents operate automatically. I work very hard on them. I work even harder to improve them, to use them. Some people just can't imagine the hardwork I'm bringing my self into. <span style="font-weight: bold;">I really work hard</span> [as in grabe]. As in. <span style="font-style: italic;">As in tinotodo ko ang powers ko palage. </span> Pushing ourselves to the limit doesn't mean that we should be just plain obsessed with winning. <span style="font-weight: bold;">After all, it's actually not about winning but about passion.</span> It's about really loving what you do. Everything you do. It's giving all of your energy. All your best. It's seizing every opportunity. It's valuing the gift you have and using it for the benefit of all. Sadly most of the <span style="font-style: italic;">common</span> people today - based on my observation - are just contented in settling for mediocrity. Most peolple now are already contented in eyeing for short terms goals. They do not see the best things that they could possible do, the best that they could possibly be. [For sure our economic crisis has also something to do with this] It seems to me that the <span style="font-style: italic;">common</span> Filipino youngsters [or Filipino people in general] today are only aspiring for what? money - for gimiks and shopping, a good job, a beautiful house, car/s, fame, love life, money, fame, love life, money, fame, love life - and other superficial things. Even some of my friends think <span style="font-style: italic;">this</span> way. <span style="font-style: italic;">After college, I'm gonna look for a job, I'm going abroad, I'll buy a house, cars, I'll shop non-stop, I'll have my own business so on and so forth. </span> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">This saddens me so although [thank the good lord] there are still lots of people out there [most of my colleagues] who really dream <span style="font-weight: bold;">BIG. </span>They don't dream just for themselves but for the world as well, for the Philippines in particular. I really do admire these people because of the vision and the will that they have. That's why I so like being with them. They dream of really <span style="font-weight: bold;">big</span> things. They think of <span style="font-weight: bold;">big</span> ideas. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> But of course, this doesn't mean that one shouldn't dream of these things. Of course all of us want a comfortable [if possible, luxurious] life. [Even I, of course, also dream of such things.] We also want to give our family [and our future family] the kind of living that we want for ourselves. We want to have enough money to buy everything that we need [and sometimes, want]. Those are but nothing but a pragmatic way to think, plan our lives and live. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> However, what I'm trying to say is that <span style="font-weight: bold;">how I wish our dreams won't just stop </span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">there</span>. I just hope that we will dream further. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Let's dream bigger.</span> Let's not be satisfied with being able to satisfy only our material needs for there are so so much more than that. Let's be obsessed [yeah, I know the term obsessed sounds kinda exaggerated but anyway I couldn't find a better word so let's just settle for it okay? ^_^] with improving ourselves; with pushing ourselves to the best that we can possibly be. Let's be obsessed in influencing others - in a good way of course.<span style="font-weight: bold;"> Let's be obsessed in making a difference.</span> It's never too late to learn and start doing things the other way. It's never too late for us to transcend into<span style="font-style: italic;"> the higher level of dreaming.</span> Changing the world [for the better of course] is not impossible if and only if all of us would aspire for it. Let's make a better world, guys!<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">That Ultra incident.</span> Okay. So maybe I was just over-reacting that day when I blogged about the Wowowee tragedy. Needless to say, I just went on cursing those people without even weighing things. I know I lost my critical side there [kung meron man]. All my apologies. So I think now is the time for me to react, to really speak up with regards to the issue [not that I consider my opinion as a big deal. I just want to speak up. That's all.] The truth is, I had a small talk with my friends yesterday at lunch regarding this issue. I heard what they've got to say and really thanks to them 'cause at last I was able to make things clear for myself. They helped me to look at things in a wider scope. <span style="font-weight: bold;">These things I figured out:</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">[x]</span> We cannot blame the media solely for the tragedy. Although they're really using these people to earn profits [as in to the point na garapalan na talaga], we still can't blame them because in the first place if these people weren't desperate enough to push themselves to gameshows such as Wowowee just to have instant cash, the media wouldn't get the opportunity of using power in exploiting them at all. The only thing that I really really hate about the media is how they go against instead of helping each other especially during times like this. Instead of helping to solve the case and instead of helping the victims, what GMA 7 does is it takes this issue as an opportunity to attack the enemy. All they care about is to emphasize their belief that it is really the fault of ABS-CBN and that they should be punished for the damage they have caused.They're turning this entire tragedy into a huge pathetic circus show. And also, I just noticed that if not for this incident, I don't think the media will ever tackle the reason behind the popularity of gameshows here in our country. <span style="font-style: italic;">Ah kaya pala maraming nahuhumaling sa gameshows kase sobtang hirap na ng bansa naten. Haller? ngayon lang nila nalaman?</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">talagang ginagawa nilang bobo ang mga tao.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">[x] </span>The Filipino psyche has really gone wrong - terribly wrong. In all aspects - and again, the media - and the capitalists of course - has a major responsibility for this. <span style="font-weight: bold;">[x] </span>We are really in hell. I'm so sorry to be pessimistic but I think for as long as the moral corruption here in our country is prevalent, for as long as we do not unite and do our part in pushing this country forward, more and more dreams, blood and life will be lost. We are not just talking about people dying to improve their lives, but people fighting for their lives. The situation has already become Darwin's survival of the fittest. Ugh. What a shame. Sometimes even though I try so hard to be optimistic, I still couldn't make my self think of other more innovative ways of helping this country. I sometimes even don't know how to think, what to think or even if I'd think at all!!! I sometimes couldn't even find my place in this freaking society anymore. [sigh.....] But of course, I still do not [entirely] lose hope. I'm still looking forward to a bright and wealthy future for this country and the people in my age that I know have a big potential in making a difference in this country - in the world. Dr. Jose RIzal would never be wrong -<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"> Ang kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan.</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">kahit na marami pang kumokontra sa kasabihang yan. </span> <span style="font-style: italic;">Naniniwala pa rin ako sa mga kahenerasyon ko at sa mga susunod pang henerasyon.</span> People [esp. adults] just don't see the power and the potential that we have. </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113930026074205846?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139062792822156562006-02-04T06:19:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:14:38.943-08:00<p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""> </b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style="">Let me extend my sincerest condolences to the victims (and to the entire <st1:place st="on"><st1:country-region st="on">Philippines</st1:country-region></st1:place> as well) of the <span style="font-style: italic;">Wowowee</span> stampede. <o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Oh, well obviously this is too much. How I wish this will serve as a wake up call for everybody especially for those people who are really responsible for this. The media, the government and everyone of us. This is not just about financial poverty but moral and psychological poverty as well. We''re already in hell and yet these media people are using the poorest of the poor for their own selfish interests. <span style="font-style: italic;">Ok here I go again ranting my heart out for this Wowowee kabaliwans.</span> I guess, this is the climax [I hope so] of this <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">great great kabaliwan</span>. [Yeah I know I'm cruel] How I wish it was Willie -and the whole gang- (you know what I mean) who was there in the crowd. How I wish they were the ones who experienced how it felt like falling in line for hours regardless of the weather, being helpless as they watch themselves, their children, friends, parents being pushed and crushed by agitating arms and feet. How I wish they were in the shoes of the children who were horrified seeing those people die in front of them - chest, limbs, legs being torn apart, blood spilling everywhere - right in front of their very eyes. [sigh] This is just too disheartening. I don't think I can rant any further. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Disgrace to all those responsible for this. </span></span></div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""> <o:p></o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify; font-family: verdana;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113906279282215656?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21936865.post-1139017573267868682006-02-03T17:45:00.000-08:002006-02-20T00:14:19.486-08:00<div style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> I bet, there's no other creature in this world that could be more insatiable than me. See, I can't even figure out how and where will I organize my thoughts (!!!). haha. I've been blogging since when? ugh. I already had numbers of blogs. From tripod, blogdrive, xanga, diaryland, tabulas..just name it! Although I've successfully been <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">monogamous</span> to my <a href="http://so-un-barbie.blogspot.com"><span style="font-weight: bold;">tranquilizer</span></a> blog for like 3 to 4 months, here i am, ended up making a total of <span style="font-weight: bold;">5 blogs </span>for all of my scattered thoughts. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> I guess, this just mirrors how my life has been changing so fast now. I'm suddenly turning into this somebody who isn't sure of what she's actually doing or where she's heading but - despite of it all - is still liking the way things are. Guess, this new blog-birth would do wonders for me. =) Put those thoughts to where they properly belong, baby. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">chika galore<img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21936865-113901757326786868?l=mywaymilkyway.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sinukuannoreply@blogger.com0